bangun pagi hati dah rasa tak best, although raya is just few days away. mana pergi semangat dan jiwa raya? hilang bersama masalah-masalah yang nak kena fikir before and after raya.
what are the problems: at this point in time my main concern is that bibik is going back for good after 3+years with us. after 3+ years of melemakkan myself of not having to think much about my domestic housework.
i have "ordered" for a replacement maid but it is not as easy at it sounds especially nowdays bila kerjaya maid itu begitu dimartabatkan di mata rakyat indonesia. i think the agent in indon is purposely delaying the arrival of my replacement maid. hanya tuhan yang tahu kenapa dokumen masih belum tiba. anyways i have been preparing myself to the worst situation; no replacement maid forever and have figure out few solutions and is praying hard that the solution that has been playing in my mind would work.
other problem: nak bayar gaji dan sedikit duit raya for my staff. gaji tuh okla memang kena bayar mungkin bayar awal sedikit.. duit raya tuh.. berapa nak bagi....hahhahaha dengan kegawatan ekonomi sekarang dan kegagalan menghubungi client untuk melunaskan hutang2 amat membebankan. tambah pulak lepas raya nih nak settle all those mak nenek my professional licence punya fees for the next year insurance and all.....
no wonder i have no mood for raya....
untuk menambahkan bebanan; just found out that my company dia not get to be in the panel for new phase of this particular housing project...hahahhahahaha
untuk menyedapkan hati.. nak buat camana bukan rezeki. mungkin allah merencanakan something better for us...
hari ni jugak harijadi arwah ayah. supposedly his 63rd birthday. ayah pergi meninggalkan kami when he was 46. 17 years has passed.
al-fatihah to arwah ayah
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