say good bye

after 2 yeras plus of hard work and nurturing;finally i have to say good bye to my precious one "my little pocket".

it's not that i don't love it anymore but i just could'nt afford to juggle my firm and the shop plus at home without a maid all by myself.

it's not an easy decision to close up a bussiness.

i felt like a failure.

i felt like i have betrayed it.

but somehow a decision has to be made.

in times like this (the economy) i mean. what's the point of holiding up when in the end i still have to let go (and with much debt).

now i'm in the process of clearing it up.

not an easy one too with the time constraint and what not.

and i am so very thankful to be given a very patient and wonderful husband who's been with me through thick and thin and for being so supportive and helpful during this particular time inneed.

we have been on and off to the shop this week. too many things to do with just the two of us unpacking/unassemble/ loading it to the car/unloading it geez just can't think of a place to dump all these.

so i say good bye

good bye to you my favourite one
till we meet again

mengira hari

kita boleh mengira hari untuk beberapa sebab.
for me now mengira hari sebab cuti sekolah akan mula bercuti tak lama lagi
yeay
tak perlu bangun pagi menyiapkan makan/pakai aiman
bolehlah berehat sekurang-kurangnya sebulan setengah
tapi bila anak cuti kena fikirlah pulok apa aktiviti yang dia nak buat.
tahun ni cadangnya nak sunatkan aiman. dah buat booking tapi belum confirmed.
selain dari mengira hari untuk cuti sekolah aku pon dok berkira-kira dalam kepala ni untuk ikut tabang ke langkawi. ada course katanya
well it's kinda a paid holiday for us. but he's gonna stay there for almost a week. apa nak buat kat langkawi for a week. no offence langkawi people tapi kat sungai petani pon takder apa nak buat kalau duduk seminggu. plus we won't have a car and am stuck with the two kids while dear tabang attend the course.
tengoklah macamana nanti