say good bye

after 2 yeras plus of hard work and nurturing;finally i have to say good bye to my precious one "my little pocket".

it's not that i don't love it anymore but i just could'nt afford to juggle my firm and the shop plus at home without a maid all by myself.

it's not an easy decision to close up a bussiness.

i felt like a failure.

i felt like i have betrayed it.

but somehow a decision has to be made.

in times like this (the economy) i mean. what's the point of holiding up when in the end i still have to let go (and with much debt).

now i'm in the process of clearing it up.

not an easy one too with the time constraint and what not.

and i am so very thankful to be given a very patient and wonderful husband who's been with me through thick and thin and for being so supportive and helpful during this particular time inneed.

we have been on and off to the shop this week. too many things to do with just the two of us unpacking/unassemble/ loading it to the car/unloading it geez just can't think of a place to dump all these.

so i say good bye

good bye to you my favourite one
till we meet again