cerita aiman

Aiman sekarang dah darjah 2. Sekejap saja rasa dah besar. Dan dengan my condition yang sibuk or buat-buat sibuk I rarely get the chance to check on his homework. But I never fail to ask him whether he got homework or not for the day. I know it is not enough but am trying my very best (hahhaha) When bibik was around bibik will make sure that he did his homework first before he's allowed to watch tv/play game/play around. He will only consult me when he could'nt figure out how to do it by himself . Now when bibik's gone the tasks is shifted to opah. Upgraded la since opah was a teacher so basically whatever question he will ask his opah and not trusting me at all. Sangat melemakkan bila opah also did revision with him for the march tests baru-baru ni.

Although I did not have the time to check on his work but every now and then I will do a spot check on him. I will take his bag and check on his works and the contents in it. Lately he became agitated whenever I am around his bag. I was quite curious but thought that he dinna finish his homework was the caused . While I was ransacking his bag I found few items on different days that was not his. So when I asked him he kept on saying that it was not his but his friends'. So I akan mengomel dan membebel a bit bout him not to take anything that's not his etc etc.

However last Saturday aiman went to school with ayah to fetch something and ayah saw it under the table that he got a sharpener and ruler and when asked whose was it he quickly answered the name of a boy whom we knew. And come Monday when I check on his bag the same thing was still there so we got suspicious and started to interrogate him. Sepandai-pandai tupai melompat akhirnya tahu juga hahhaha

Apparently he's been shopping at his koperasi sekolah for those things but were afraid to tell me or anybody in the family for that matter for fear of his safety?! And he used his belanja money that I gave him to buy food. So opah sangat sedih sebab kasihankan cucunya yang makan tak cukup sebab duit habis beli barang.I was furious and relived at the same time. Furious at him for lying to us and relieved at least dia tak amik barang orang.

And this time around I dinna scold him that much tetapi memberikan kata-kata nasihat sehingga dia menitiskan air mata. Hahahha. Why la am I not that angry? Because once long time ago I also did the same thing to my mom. I did not intent to cheat or lie to my family. I only fear for my safety. Hahhaha
My mom was quite strict when we were small. We could'nt get anything that we want not because we can't afford it but because if we could point out that it is relevant to us then only my mom will think of it. Tak tahulah tapi I brought aiman up the same way my mom brought me up. I turned out to be ok. In fact I like being me so I want aiman to be like me and better of course hahahhahah.

So last sekali I cakap kat dia next time if you want something try and ask me first. If I said no then I must have my reason. Dia cuma angguk sambil menitiskan air mata. Kasihan aiman.