of life

tadi pegi pasar
kat kedai runcit ada org beli kuah rojak mak bee (agak femes di kedah)
anyway masa nak bayar pembeli nih bising pasal rega dah naik
penjual kata..gula kan dah naik
kuah rojak tu pakai gula banyak
mak bee dah naikkan harga
pembeli tak puas hati tapi tetap bayar kata
kuah rojak tuh dah berhabuk kat shelf
gula baru naik seminggu
kuah rojak dah dok situ dekat sebulan
mak bee jugak yang salah
memang ambik kesempatan menaikkan harga
tapi kerajaan tetap kata kita akan pantau agar harga barangan tidak naik
nak pantau macammana bang oii

this week agak sebok menginterview orang
macam-macam pesen datang
nak pakai kerani ja tapi yang datang
seorang ada sijil pelukis pelan
demand a salary yang tak mampu den nak setuju
dia kata dia ada pengalaman
tapi tak sama dik
kat opis ni kita takde lukis pelan
kena ajar from zero
so reject

seorang datang ada diploma
accounting
pon nak gaji banyak
tak mampu lah
reject jugak

seorang ni
degree holder
agreed to my terms of salary
lebih kelayakan
tapi dia tak kesah
susah nak cari kerja katanya
tapi rasa nak reject gak
sebab mesti tak kerja lama nanti lari bila dapat offer yang setimpal
tapi kesian sebab dah 6 bulan tak bekerja
kerajaan kata ekonomi dah pulih..ye ke?

drooling mode

watched eclipse movie just now
yeah i know it a lil bit too late since the opening was on the 8th of july
but then i only watched the first two episodes last month
so for this episode it's kinda very updated hahaha
since i so want to watch the movie and its not screening in sungai petani or kedah territory for unknown reason
we went to sunway carnival seberang jaya
and yes i dragged poor hubby and the kids as well
though i heard complaint now and then from the kids as well as mr hubby
i can still drool over mr edward
i have'nt had this kinda crush since brad pitt in lagends of the fall
and that was like nearly 15 years ago
having said that urgghhh i felt so old
anyway hanna fell asleep after one hour so gimme some me time to drool
and hubby was like comparing eclipse with yusof haslam movie?
saying that the movie is so jiwang.
jiwang ke?

bodoh ke malas?

tadi pegi bank
nak tanya pasal kad atm
boleh buat withdrawal kat oversea ke.
rasa memang boleh
tapi my atm card jenis kuno punya
sebelum bank merge laagi
so nak confirm kad lama nih dgn takde tulis cirrus/plus ke maestro ke
boleh pakai ke?
selamba je MANAGER bank ok bukan kuli
jawab
tak boleh
mana boleh buat withdrawal over sea.
kad baru ke kad lama ke tak boleh!
nampak sangat menipu sebab
masa aku tanya aku tak cakap pi mana?
dan aku tahu kat china/indon/thai boleh buat withdrawal sebab kat internet banking dok war-war kan takde charges kalau withdraw kat those countries
so adakah dia MALAS atau BODOH
sorry tapi dah namanya MANAGER kan takkan boleh jawap senang macam tuh je
baik aku tutup je terus akaun kat sana
BOLAS lah tuh..sengal

malas

i have been very busy
apa yang sibuknya saya pun tak tahu
yang pasti ia tidak melibatkan perkara-perkara persiapan kami ke sana
kerja-kerja yang banyak
masalah-masalah yang timbul
tugas-tugas yang tak henti
nasib baik my partner dah nak habis cuti hujung bulan ni
sempat serahkan tugas lepas tu boleh bernafas
sekejap kot
sebab lepas tu nak berhempas pulas
persiapan apa yang patut

kadang-kadang terasa seperti mahu lekas ke sana
bukan apa
nak lari
lari dari kesibukan
lari dari tugas-tugas
lari dari masalah-masalah
tapi mana boleh lari
semua perlu diselesaikan sebelum pergi
malas!!!!!

ingat bila ke sana tak ada tugas yang menanti
tugas utama dan yang paling besar
menjaga keluarga
terlalu takut
takut tak termampu
sebab saya kurang sabar orangnya
bila ingat tugas baru yang menanti
seperti mahu tunda nak kesana

sebenarnya tak tahu apa yang hendak
itu tidak
ini pun tidak
sudah gila agaknya orang ini

monday blues

pagi-pagi isnin yang sengal dapat sms.
sorang mc
sorang mintak early maternity leave.
tinggal sorang je lagi kat opis.
maka haruslah juga stuck kat opis hari ni.
takut yang seorang tu tak cukup kaki dan tangan

date nak pergi dah decide.
pergi lambat sikit.
sempat raya sini dulu.
kalau raya on the 10th sempat beraya sakan sebelum bertolak.
kalau raya on the 11th berayalah kami atas kapal terbang.
asal semua selamat mana-mana pun tak kesah

untitled

i managed to find a replacement for my staff who decided to quit without giving proper notice.
unfortunately though she only came for a day and decided to quit the day after.
it makes me wonder was i at fault? am i that terrible for her to work with me.
but how could you judge a person in a day.
and i was not in the office for the whole day. only 1/4 of the day.
so it must be her not me.
and i have got staff who has worked with me since 2004.
no i do not think it's my fault.
but it is still stressing me out.
having to find a new one all over again.

on the other note in less than one and a half month i will be leaving.
and i have not started packing
oh you lovely ladies out there.
could you be an angel and help me out here
on what should i be packing and what should not
for i think by this time i should start doing something
or at least have a clue on what i should be doing.

when i didn't know what to write...
remembering the journeys that i have taken would always put a smile on my face.
and after going through all these photos
i wonder how in this place was chosen
in 2008 we went to Clark Philippines

a friend of hubby recommended this place

and after struggling and going berserk with airasia with their free seat sale

we booked a ticket to clark without referring for a second opinion or worst...

without checking through internet

we took air asia from penang to kota kinabalu

and from kk to clark

we intended to go to manila

but something came up so we spent our time in clark aka angeles city

and cubic bay.

their biggest supermarket chain "SM City"

very crowded city

sampai2 aduuhh clark ni banyak tempat2 camni.

sambil berjalan-jalan kat luar tu diaorang akan panggil memanggil

gambar di atas adalah jeepney.

mode of transportation kat sana

i got to know about this jeepney from playhouse disney channel

banyak dan murah dan macam2 design

gambar bawah adalah jeepney tengah parking

ini adalah subic bay/marine punya base which according to the recommendation lawa lah

tapi ntahlah

tension jugak sebab terpedaya cakap orang

but at least pernah sampai sini

dan naik jeepney

tapi makan masyaallah susah nya

we survived with brahim

tapi bila ingat balik at that point in time air asia did'nt have that much of destination

so to find something different we agreed on that.

not that bad

but definitely not going there again and not recommended.

when i'm feeling blue

sedikit down hari nih atas sebab-sebab berikut:

#1.baru lepas bertekak dengan client yang tidak mahu buat bayaran lepas semua kerjanya kita selesaikan.
and he's giving 1001 excuses.
kalau namanya kedekut tu cakap je la kedekut. tak payah nak cari salah kita pulak taknak bayar
kata not informed earlier la
tak setuju dengan quotation la

#2. staff nak berenti kerja bagi short notice

#3. saya puasa ganti hari nih. 2nd day for this week. 2 more days to go.

#4. too much thing in my mind; work related;packing related and other issues

#5. sebenarnya takut nak start living away from home for a year.what would my life be like? itu yang emotionally unstable. huhuhu

sleepless but not in seattle

i couldn't sleep last night.
dinna know what's running on my mind
i think those runners went away when the clock is nearing 4 am
and i have got 2 hours more before waking up again
so frustrating and tiring
i think it's a sign of aging for i do not recall having trouble sleeping when i was young. oh my now i sounded so old

it's july already

pejam celik pejam celik dah july