summer holidays

kids ending their school days for the summer term by the end on this week
they'll be having their summer holidays till mid of august
in which case we will still be around but we will be busy packing and fasting so i do not think i'll be sending them to school.
so that's it. their one year experience schooling in scotland which i am sure will be the most enjoyable school term of their life.
so danish will be in primary three when we get back and hanna will still be in nursery.
there will not be much impact on hanna but am not sure for danish
honeymoon time is over.
time to get back into the real world.

tok

i got a news from my mom that tok was admitted to hospital after she fainted in her house this afternoon. she was rushed to the hospital.


at the moment her condition was stable however her heart is weak. she's 82.

she's my one and only tok left. she's the mother of my arwah ayah. after ayah passed away we had nowhere to go. mom was an only child and her mom left her in may just a few months before my ayah. my mom was not an independent woman. though she's working as a teacher and earning her own money; she's oblivious to surroundings and left all matters to my father's hand. so she was in shocked and left on her own with 6 children ranging from 3 to 17 years old for her to look for after my ayah died..

my tok lived in kedah while we at that time lived in perak.
since my mom had nobody to turn to my ayah's siblings asked us to move in with tok in kedah.
so we were quite close to tok since 1993.

so she has not been well this past few years. but she's good for a woman of her age. one thing that i hate most at the moment is not be able to be with them in this kind of situation. insyaallah i'll pray from afar hoping the best for her.

house bound

i have not been able to go out during weekend for almost 4 weeks
sebabnya kanak-kanak tu demam bergilir-gilir.
stressnya la rasa
house bound during weekday tu takpa la kan
weekend la mengharap nak berjalan-jalan release stress
anyhow what to do
cuaca pun takla elok sangat though dah summer
hujan saja hari-hari
hopefully the kids will get better and bolehla start jalan balik

kek batik

senang je nak buat kek batik ni
bak kata aiman easy peasy
but still i dinna get it right
telek punya telek
butter dia dah expired daa
no wonder bila kacau dia tak sebati ngan other ingredients
huhuhuhuhh
so sad
frustrated
sebab dah siap semua baru realized
moral of the story
dah beli butter jangan simpan lama-lama
kempunan la makan kek batik
malas dah nak buat

it's holi holiday

travelodge released its 10 pound sale today
it started at 6 am
so being a cheapskate traveller yours truly must have definitely grab this opportunity

the server was down several times
it took me nearly an hour to secure a one night stay
at 9am the maintenance guy knocked on my door and told me that they need to shut down the power supply for some maintenance work

pretty tragic huh
i'm lucky enuff to secure myself 5 nights bookings.

Allah Selamatkan Kamu

walau bukan tuan ismet ulam raja
mohon allah selamatkan saya juga.
dulu-dulu dengar orang umur 35?!
wow rasa sangat tua. but now that i am 35
not so old lah..... hahahhaha

something wrong with blogger??

i am not sure but something is kinda funny with my blog
i am not able to comment on my own page
dahla memang pandai sangat kan
nak belek pun malas
nanti mungkin dia baik pulih sendiri

ubat oh ubat

hanna batuk dan penat
we're running out of ubat already
the one that we had was brought over from malaysia
masa opah datang mama lupa pesan ubat
so now nak dapat ubat tu kat sini memang tak dapat la kan
so doa bagi hanna tak penat dah