tok

i got a news from my mom that tok was admitted to hospital after she fainted in her house this afternoon. she was rushed to the hospital.


at the moment her condition was stable however her heart is weak. she's 82.

she's my one and only tok left. she's the mother of my arwah ayah. after ayah passed away we had nowhere to go. mom was an only child and her mom left her in may just a few months before my ayah. my mom was not an independent woman. though she's working as a teacher and earning her own money; she's oblivious to surroundings and left all matters to my father's hand. so she was in shocked and left on her own with 6 children ranging from 3 to 17 years old for her to look for after my ayah died..

my tok lived in kedah while we at that time lived in perak.
since my mom had nobody to turn to my ayah's siblings asked us to move in with tok in kedah.
so we were quite close to tok since 1993.

so she has not been well this past few years. but she's good for a woman of her age. one thing that i hate most at the moment is not be able to be with them in this kind of situation. insyaallah i'll pray from afar hoping the best for her.