my life now

i like the fact that

i need not worry:

about my tasks at the office

about datelines

about court cases

about problem with land registration etc etc

about having to wake up early in the morning for aiman to go to school

about fussy and irritating clients

about the need to answer to the clients

about having to settle problematic case in the office

i like the fact that i can travel in foreign country



but i do not like the fact that

i am thousand miles away from families and friends that i love

i can't just go out and have lunch/dinner/breakfast as easily as i used to

i can't go out as much as i like to with my bff

i can't leave the kids with their aunts and granny

the limitation of food that i can eat

the need to cook every single day for breakfast/lunch/dinner

though i can travel the budget seems always to be on the way



but i do know that we have to be thankful and to accept that we do not always get whatever that we want.

i will try to live as grateful as possible for whatever that have been given to me

i have few things in my mind to be fulfilled whilst i am here

to be closer to Allah and be better muslim

to be closer to the kids

and to be better mother and wife inshaallah